Im sat thinking about life and how daunting it feels. Knowing I am 22 year old and I don’t 100% know what I want to do with my future. Although I know most people probably feel the same but there are some people that don’t and I have friends who have a house either a mortgage or renting. I feel like, woah what am I doing right now?
Although I have pretty much life at my finger tips and I can do almost anything, when you sit and think about it what can you actually do. Being 22 is a weird age your kind of in the middle between just getting over teenage years and adulthood. I used to feel like I was in adult hood but when I sit and think about it Im 22 I live with parents and the only real responsibilities I have is my job, my car and my phone bill. I feel like should I have more? But I am not sure on what is average for some one my age as I said some people are similar some people are above my level.
I know I want to move out and get my own place, possibly get married and have children. All this comes with time but again Im 22 and when our parents were 22 they have 1 or 2 children. It seems as if they had their life together and it makes me feel like I haven’t got mine together at all. Then I suppose I think did they have their life together or was that the thing to do back then– have children, whereas this generation want to explore and travel before settling down.
When its half 11 at night and your brain is overthinking…
This is me right now.
Things aren’t always easy to get, it takes perseverance. If everything was easy to achieve their would be no real feeling of success because we could get it with a click of a finger.
Its so much easier to give advice to other people, like I could sit here and say about how you have to think about whats important and think about the present. Do what makes you happy and eventually everything will be ok. BUT to take that advice onboard myself is a different story! I think its just us humans we are always great at giving advice or compliments to other people but never so good at taking it onboard ourselves. Even criticism, some people love giving out criticism but they cannot take it back themselves. I think its just the way we are.
Anyway enough rambling! Not entirely sure if this post had a subject behind it but enjoy!
Speak soon X